People always tell me that it will get better. That all of this pain I’m feeling now will all lead to something amazing. It will all be worth it. They tell me to just keep hanging on, I’ll get through it… But you know what? I have been hanging on since I was 13. You wanna know how old I am now? 28! I have been dealing with this.. this bullshit for 15 years. And I just CAN’T do it anymore. I can’t. I want this all to be over… But then I think about all the people I will be hurting if I do this. I’ll make them feel the same way I feel right now, and I don’t want to put anyone else through this. My mother, my father, my own daughter, I just can’t put them through this… But if I’m hurt this bad they should understand shouldn’t they? I can’t, I can’t. I’m done hanging on.
no film, Rebecca G